I've titled this blog post as "Fighter Friday", because I'm dealing with some more lows that I have to fight through. I don't want anyone to misconstrue these sad life posts, if you were to know me in real life you would know I rarely complain, but usually suffer in silence. Here, on this blogging platform I feel free of judgement to say how I really feel, and hope you guys are willing to listen.
As of late I've had no enthusiasm to do anything. My blog posts can be a reflection, if it hadn't been a holiday week I'm not sure you would've gotten any posts from me at all. I don't know if I'm just stuck in a rut, just feeling lack of inspiration for anything, or if it's something deeper than that.
Twelve years ago today I lost my grandmother, and every time I think of her I'm filled with sorrow. As she was the nicest person in the world, I kid you not, and didn't get half of what she deserved before passing. Perhaps that's were my funk is coming from, but I doubt it as I've been feeling this was since my previous Low post, found HERE.
I might just need a pick me up, but honestly right now I don't know what could genuinely cause me happiness. I also don't want to be looked at as ungrateful, as I'm appreciative of all my many blessings in life and recognize how fortunate I am. Yes, I have my inner demons, but don't we all? I still don't feel all too comfortable sharing my most personal issues over the interweb, so this post may be in vain as some won't be able to relate. I just want you to know that whatever you're going through you have to fight through it. I don't want to be an absentee blogger and I don't want to be a negative Nancy, but sharing how crappy I feel to my few followers helps a bit. It's an outlet after all and a healthy one I might say.
I hope this will be my last post involving these kinds of feelings. I'm usually very cheerful and hope to convey that to my readers. I have been feeling a lack of inspiration as I've said, and would love to here any requests for blog posts. What would you like me to post about? Let me know!
So guys what do you do when you have a lack of will for everything? What's your pick me up? I'd love to know, maybe your remedies might help.